Everyday before taking a bath, i'm checking my belly if it has grown big... heehehhehe... oh well, i'm 8 weeks preggy pa lang and it's not yet halata. Especially because i'm payat. So far so good... morning sickness has lessen... there are still times when i feel like throwing up and actually throw up pero di na kasing dalas ng dati. The hard part lang minsan is im super inaantok and super mabigat ang katawan. I'm finding it hard to finish my reports coz i feel so inaantok... hehehehhee! At the end of the day pa, i feel so exhausted... and lalo akong nanghihina coz super nakakapagod byahe ko from work. Tapos i'm more sensitive now and emotional... ganito daw talaga... sad thing lang minsan is my husband is not sensitive enough when it comes to this... napapadalas ata na sumasama ang loob ko at umiiyak. Well, i'm trying to do something about it... i just wish i can become more manhid and insensitive. Nagwoworry lang ako... kasi some say that whatever the mother feels, naapektuhan yung baby sa loob... so, try ko umiwas na sumama loob ko... and try to sorround myself with happy thoughts...
Hay... ang hirap magbuntis... there's so many changes in me... physically and emotionally... but i'm happy... i'm excited to see my baby... i know she/he will be worth all my hirap and sacrifices.
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