But I feel guilty nonetheless. Not just for feeling so bad but for not praying and trusting the Lord that through His power, He give me what I wanted and spare me from stumbling.
I asked for forgiveness. And during my quiet time this morning, He talked to me through His Word:
Trust in the Lord and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
Delight yourself in the Lord
and he will give you the desires of your
Be still for the Lord and wait patiently
do not fret when men succeed on their
Refrain from anger and turn away from wrath;
do not fret- it leads only to evil.
I am guilty as charged. But God is merciful and compassionate -
If the Lord delight's in a man's way,
he makes his steps firm;
though he stumble, he will not fall,
for the Lord upholds him with his
I know God has forgiven me and I am once again given a new chance to change and learn from what happened. And I ask for His patience and power to transform me and strengthen me to do His will in my life. If ever I stumble again, it comforts me to know He will be there to catch me. Because God loves me.